My perfect day

My perfect day would be:

~I would get up kind of early (7ish), jump in the shower, get dressed and get a quick breakfast in, clean up the house and maybe even get in a couple of loads of laundry. D would get up at some point and get breakfast and dressed and then we'd spend the rest of the day having fun, going to the park, library, zoo, biking, farmers market and just enjoy the day and life in general. Evenings would be nice since the house would be picked up and laundry done so I could just relax with E and watch our shows or a movie and snuggle.

INSTEAD OF:

~Getting up way too late (I'm ashamed to admit the time) and be on the computer until way late (I'm so addicted), hit the shower super quick, go to the store for dinner stuff, clean up for about an hour before E gets home, do cooking, laundry and rest of picking up for another hour then have a shitty evening trying to catch up and fit family stuff in. UG.

Is it possible to turn this around? Sometimes I feel like I just need to get it together, quit being lazy and addicted to the Internet and my problems would be solved. Oh, and getting to sleep at a decent hour would help. D would benefit also I'm sure; he'd get out of this damn house and into the world.

Can someone really change? For the better? Is it all just habits that need to be reformed?

I hate the way my life is right now. I really would love for it to be like the first scenario. But I think it would take work and I'm lazy.

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