I'm the old lady...

Super, cool, young, good-looking guy (E's friend) is coming over on Thursday bringing his super, cool, young, thin yet busty, pretty, popular and totally awesome wife with him.

I feel so awkward and old and fat and well, old and fat.

Geez, why do these feelings of not being good enough come back when you least expect them?

Oh, and they have a new-in-this-century home while I have a toy filled, dusty, crumby, 35 year old home. Not even my things are good enough.

What's wrong with me?? Why do I feel so crappy over something so significant?