Going...

My mom just called me and told me she's going ahead and moving to AZ. E want's me to guilt her into staying but I feel too bad doing that.

I don't know what to do or say. I feel saddest for D, she is his favorite person in the world. It's not the same when your grandparent is out of town, out of state. They become the forgotten one.

She's coming by to talk this afternoon and I really don't know what to say to her.

Shut your damn eyes!!!

I am tired ALL DAY!!! I drag my ass here and there, around the house, to the store, even to the park, yawning all the way. I practically rest my head on my dinner plate and take a nap. Then when it is time for bed (around 10 or 11 o'clock) I am wide awake and ready to go. I'm folding laundry, running the dish washer, picking up my bedroom/living room/dining room and even making my bed!!! Goodness sakes I should be getting INTO it not MAKING it! Yeah, I'm a weirdo.

I have, have, have to force myself to go to sleep after this post because D has Toddler Talk class in the morning. At 9 am. Yeah, I know, not very early for normal people, but I get my best sleep in the very early morning and it's such a hard time for me to get up and be semi-upbeat. But I'll do it because it's for the Boo and he loves class. Teacher Sharon wants D in the 9 am class because he is getting more 'advanced' which really means he's ready for the older group. His attention span is longer, he gets the routine. But that's the great part, he understands the routine and loves it.

So I must get to bed and get some sleep.

Oh, and I started new BP meds today, the other ones didn't work the way they were supposed to. So far so good on the first day--my right leg hasn't swollen up yet. It's still a little swelled, so we'll see.

OK: Go to sleeeeeeep. Sweeeeet slumber.... Well, maybe after Sex and the City...

Been lazy

Not much to say these days. I worked Easter and we had a small feast. I didn't color eggs with D, I didn't think he would quite get it and I didn't want the mess. I know, bad momma! E and D went to a co-workers house and wound up have a great time. I'm glad they went. We are trying to branch out in the social area and so far we have been having fun. More on the another day.

My favorite doc I work with is quitting. What a piece of shit news that was. My clinic won't give her a few things she asked for so she is moving on. I'm so upset that I'm ready to quit. Only if I could...

Anyway, I'm breaking the news to my friend tomorrow, she'll be as sad as I am.

BooHoo!

Inlfamed uvula

You know that hangy thing in the back of your throat? I snored so bad last night that I woke up with mine red angry and swollen. It would get stuck onto my gag reflex and it's so gross. It's a little smaller, but still swollen and it hurts. Just one more wonderful side affect of being fat.

I don't think these BP meds are doing what they are supposed to. The diuretic is making me pee like crazy, yet I'm more swollen then ever.

Geez, so many dilemmas!