On the upswing to feeling better

Thank God, because the last five days have been brutal and now I think better ones are ahead.

The week of Thanksgiving I thought I had a sinus infection so I saw a PA at work that confirmed that it looked like one was starting. He perscribed some antibiotics and I got it the script to the pharmacy, but I never picked up the meds because I hate taking antibiotics. I usually get a yeast infection when I take them so I decided that if by Black Friday I was feeling just as bad I would go pick them up.

I felt OK so I didn't pick them up. But I still felt lousy. I figured that whatever I had was slow to leave, but in reality it was slowly heading south to my lungs. By last Sunday I could hardly breath, it felt like a ton of bricks were just sitting on my chest, the head congestion came back, along with a cough, and a lot of flowing nastiness. And to top it all off D caught it as well.

(I should mention that right after Thanksgiving E got sick as well, and he usually doesn't get sick, so either we've just been passing it back and forth to each other or I'm giving it to everyone.)

E stayed home to care for us on Monday but Tuesday and Wednesday were the worst. All D and I could do is cough on each other, cry and sleep. Oh, and watch that dang "Cars" movie. More about that movie on a different day! But Wednesday night I started to feel like I was about to live and yesterday we even ventured out of the house. I can tell that D feels better too. I felt so bad for him when he came running to me saying "Oww, oww" clutching his chest and wheezing. Poor baby!

I never did go pick up my antibiotics. But next time I need them I won't try to be tough, I'll just get them suckers and take them.

Maybe.

So sick

I'm very sick, D's very sick and all he wants to do is cling all over me. I can't breath on mhy own without this big kid is hanging on me. Hurry E, come home soon.

Condolences

We just got breaking news about a half an hour ago that James Kim's body was found just miles from his car. If you don't know the story the Kim family (Husband, wife and two daughters, ages 4 and 7 months) got lost during a trip here in the NW. They were lost for seven days before James went for help. Two days later his wife, Kati and their two daughters were found, but it took an additional couple of days to find him. His body was found this afternoon.

It is very sad. When you watch the story unfold before your eyes you start to root for the family. When the three were found you still have hope that they will find the dad and they will be a family again, home in time to celebrate the holidays. You also find yourself wondering what you would do in the same situation.

My heart goes out to the Kim family, especially to Kati and the two little girls. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

No title, cant think of one

I'm not mad at E anymore. He admitted that he got me an mp3 player and told me it was only 'one of many' gifts. Sure, Honey.

I should be working on my scarves for people, but I'm tired. I never sleep well at night, between my snoring and being uncomfortable I hardly ever sleep. Then I wake up just exausted. Poor D hasn't been to any activities this week.

I need also need to make my cookie dough. I'll freeze it then as the time comes I'll scoop them out and bake. I'm also thinking of making chocolate bark this year. It sounds pretty easy to make and the stuff I've had has been yummy!

Ok, time to get off the computer. I could surf the web all day!

Yes, I'm pretty much drunk at this point

Alt. title: You dumb ass!!

Let me make this as simple as possible for my sake...

We've been wanting an MP3 player so we can walk on the treadmill together (not at the same time, but on the same day!)

He (E, my hubby that I should love) told me that he looked at some rings that I suggested, but they were not what 'I would have wanted' even tho I suggested them.

He kicked me out of the office last night to 'look' for gifts, later in the night he admitted he bought something.

I happened to glance at his history for the last few days:

A LOT OF PORN!! Of course the 'young hunnies' and 'teen pluss' veriety, but still, you pervert, I hate thatyoulookafteralltheseyearsanddontaskafuckingthingfromme!! YouShithead!!

Last night he hushed me out of the office and acted all myseriously. Like he was buying me a totally great gift. One that I would love thru the ages.

Today I happened to look at his history:

Not much going on...But the Porn..and the history for web gifts: (and I looked at a couple of history sites): A fucking 1 gig MP3 player.

That's it, and why?? So I can walk on the fucking treadmill!!!!!!!!!

NOT THE FUCKING RING I HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR THE LAST FUCKING FIVE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eh, hum...

So here is this: Tomorrow I will buy my OWN fucking MP3 player and casually show it to him, and see what he says..

We'll take it from there, but I may have to buy my OWN diamond ring. Who cares, women have to 'pleasure themselves' all the time.

Your loss, dumb ass!